I WAS UPSET YESTERDAY.
i wasn't angry with weiyi at all.
just felt worthless and hurt.
her friends seem to be so much important than me.

suddenly, no one seem to love me anymore.
i look back to the beginning. when i was young.
what happened.

daddy has been so caught up with work. but i still feel his love (:
mummy, i dont know. its just not like last time anymore.
dajie, there was nothing since the beginning.
erjie has weifeng and everything.
weiyi has more important things. like God, church friends, friends, her duty, springfield. we lost it during the way.

i cant believe i'm crying now. i'm such a weak girl.
quarrelled with weiyi yesterday.
then she couldnt bother about me anymore and went to sleep.
she got so fed up with irritating me i guess.
cried. and thought, recently i was using those horrible words at my sisters.
always flaring up. why am i doing that.
was i trying to get attention? i dont know.

went to a point when i was primary one.
erjie and weiyi and mummy were all fussing over me. taking care of me.
even thought of emily, violet and kent too.
now, they just arent there anymore.
i feel lonely all of a sudden. i feel like crying everything out.
but i have no one to cry to.
yesterday, i couldnt get to sleep cause i was crying kind of badly.
wanted to cry things out and tell mummy everything.
walked to get tissue first. she scolded me.
say," why you quarrel with weiyi. tml exams already still cry. go sleep la."
what to do. got the tissue box and go to my room lor.

went to my room, thought, what if i die.
would some people cry?
thought what mingmin said during tuition.
cried even harder. i really love emelia lim mingmin ALOT.
she has been always there for me.
thought of christel suddenly.
i really love her. she feels lonely. but nobody bothers about her.
but, i want to be there for her.
then i thought, if i died, who will be there for christel if one day christel ever need a shoulder to cry on?
then cried even harder.
thought of so many so many people. and how much i love them.

i cant continue already. my eyes are already pain from crying.
typing some more will probably make my bawl like a baby.'

thanks mingmin for trying to cheer me up. (:

compare our past to our present;
it feels like hope dont exist anymore.

I am Lin Weihui and I love my school. I detest badminton but somehow I still stick with it because of my team. I do the stupidest things and take the retardest photos. I love chocolates and I eat them almost every single day. I think I love everyone in the whole wide world. I shop alot, and I admit I'll just die without shopping. I am really petty and I'll flare up and throw tantrums over the slightest things. Oh yes, you're gonna die a horrible death at midnight sharp if you don't remember my name.



;Andy
;Audrey
;Candice
;Carol
;Charmaine
;Christel
;Christopher
;Daphne
;Denise
;Elaina
;Emelia
;Georgina
;Jacelyn
;Jazreel
;Jiehui
;Jinghao
;JingYing
;Meryl
;Mong Chin
;Natalie
;Nicole
;Pamela
;Sharlyn
;Shivani
;Shuyin
;Suzanna
;Tessa
;Valerie
;WeiYi
;Whimsy
;YuTing


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